We have to start somewhere. Right? sometimes that means: picking a sock off the ground, cracking open a book, refraining, saying sorry, cupping a hand even though yours is tense, getting out the door, brushing your hair, rising from bed, scratching a word, hugging a body, choosing to shut your mouth, unblocking ears, blocking the excuse, admitting your wrong, admitting your right, admitting that it doesnt matter, washing your hands, deciding to love and deciding it again and again remembering you began a long time ago, so you have absorbed a lot and you needn't carry it all, choose to keep the balm, the guidance to move you along even if it's not all sexy. You are already moving so go somewhere.